Launch Day <3
We’re supposed to be planning out new relationships yo! We’re supposed to be in that magical discovery phase of enlightenment from our teenage human phase.
125 years ago we were shitting in the streets in the dark, and here we are again: because we haven’t learned all the lessons since then, haven’t let go of our communal bullshit baggage so we can level up to something new. Our human timeline is rounding out exploring all its limits, raging against the confines of our collective parent. We’re all screaming that we know better; because that’s what good parents are stuck dealing with. And shit parents. Most of the parents in between.
The parents getting it wrong are the ones who accidentally or purposefully clip their kids' wings. A parent hasn’t learned all their required lessons, until they’re ready to hand their kid their Keys. Or at least let them take them when the Moment is right. When your Opportunity to pass along whatever you have, knowing you’ve got them. Knowing you’re feeding their curiosity, joy or pain with THE THING. The tip, the advice, the lesson, the love, the connection, the feelings required to acknowledge the moment. Exchange Keys; take the wheel.
I believe that’s why + how my maths worked. When it was just me and my most aligned Momma the Universe was a boundless and incredible place full of Joy, spirituality and wonder. She taught me that it was her job to set me free in the world. She filled my head with ideas and notions that ANYTHING was possible; and that I could do anything I set my mind to. My Momma raised me to do what I could and mind my business, kinda. Everyone loves a lil gossip sesh; however privacy and manors came first for my 1st Generation Canadian daughter of Liverpuddlians. Her traditional side is as staunch as the rest of her. Tricia understood the Mission of Motherhood, she made sure I was screaming I knew better so I could go out in the world and make my way a little further than she felt she did.
We’re only designed to comprehend so much at any given time, that's why we cant see our nose. Our Ocular Pat Downs (Always; forever!) are too powerful to set free. Our values align us to focus on what matters in pilot mode. When you’re not thinking, Just doing; especially if that's all you have, because you haven’t managed to make your insides match your outsides. Our ability to create an outside world that matches our inside world is My Key. The Difference between our Inside World + Outside World is the sum of our Alignment.
Our ability to control our minds, determines our ability to comprehend the Opportunities we’re facing + our capacity to act on them. We cannot learn to control our minds in our current environment; Mental Health Struggles and Illness are rampant. WE’ve been held back from continuing to develop with our times. Lines were drawn in the sand, sticking points we can't move past, can’t grow past because we’re stopped trying to Cooperate and find a solution to keep moving. The harder we try to move on without Honestly facing the crux of the particular unlearned lesson, the further and stronger the cascade of calamity ensues.
Zero % different from any ignored problem on any level of any cycle. Shit keeps getting worse until The Moment something Ends. Lines in the sand are meant to point out the problem, place a knot in the timeline and know where to pick the conversation back up - “ When cooler heads prevail”. Anyone else remember that Key? The thing meant to teach us to Let cooler heads prevail.
We’re mostly, seemingly living in a persistent state of fight or flight. We’re so triggered from fighting for our Values and our lives as we know them we’re Blocked + Blinded from Understanding that’s just not how this Game or Any Game works. Nothing can, does, will or should stay the same. You can’t grow from sitting in one space; but we all need a potted plant phase at some pin in all learning cycles. A Moment to find balance + stability to gain trust you know what's next. Time to judge for Yourself, alone + supported. We require a moment to Arrive at Comprehension
Europe has gap years. The big beef + divide is their respect for Life. Europe isn’t blocked from basic needs to support the nurturing of life. They Comprehend the Effort + Time shit fucking takes! They are aligned with life and we’re Way too Busy printing money over here for you to Start pointing out our lack of Humanity thank you Kindly. (I mean fuck you very much if I wasn’t clear about the dichotomy you’re requesting some americas to face) When we start Keep moving our Modern Society towards saying the second line too; Everything can change.
It already is/has Continues; too. Ever Since March 2020; My new c-word. (I loves me some old c-word HA! But I try desperately to distance my Bubble from THAT word. Well, both words without context. I’d like to bring My Whole Self + Authentically Filtered to most/some of those conversations, depending on what I’m trying to accomplish in the moment I think I’m having, because I don’t want to get cancelled for something I meant but not that way)
Phew, anyhoo I’m not the only one Practising using/letting my learning show. Since 2020 we’ve been Learning Out Loud like it or not; Thanks, Internet! Big stupid interconnected web of Knowledge We polluted with all the Signed, Signals, Lines in the Sand, Alarms and desperate screams of Mayday!! We can’t hear, or we do hear, but we can’t act. Maybe we Can + Do act but, our misalignment has us Reacting.
Fight or Flight was Experienced as Auto Pilot until I Arrived at my Balance. Only then could I comprehend what has been described as inner peace; a result of being a Potted Plant. While I was planted on the couch for years I had the opportunity to learn how to find the roots of my problems and practise purposeful engineering my Filters, Blocks + Lenses to make Ends Meet, or where to build a filter or place a Pin for later. I couldn’t actually do this task until i had a fuckin moment to Think. That’s when I could Acknowledge all the learning out loud I witnessed parked on my butt was everyone's best effort. All I see, everywhere I look; is a Culmination of their Reality. Their creative pin point to provide light for anyone looking for a path.
Which is all any person on the planet is trying to do. Enjoy their current peak before they learn better, take the next steps, continue the cycle Onward + Upward. Unless your realities don’t match, that imbalance permeates Everything, unless you Build Your Bubble to keep on track, or find a new path, a better way to Make our Point!! IF we’re not being listened to, shit starts looking + feeling differently. Unless you don't give a shit whether anyone is listening or not. Round and Round we go.
The internet is our Baby Book of Teenage Angst. A record of the lines in the sand for all of us to get lost in the Weeds + Mud of. Our successful End of Peoplehood was achieved in Language Models. AI shows us we’re no better than it, because IT is tripping on our same bullshit! It is Regurgitating Us So Far + we don’t like what we see. We can’t Honestly face our Reality because we are blocked by all the Unsolved Problems of People; when were supposed to be figuring out OUR Humanity, our relationship with technology and how TF to get along again.
Cooperation,
Chelsey Laraine
-xo
